38 Weeks Today

Here I am, 38 weeks, full-term, for the first time in my life. The wall is the color meshed wall in our bedroom that Roy and I finished on Saturday. It's gorgeous, if I say so myself. A chocolate-mocha ensemble.

So, 38 weeks. I need to have this little guy in the next 2 weeks to have a VBAC. Please pray that I go into labor on my own. I'm feeling great - considering. I'm not sleeping well but that is too be expected. Swelling is minimal most days and I feel good!

Here I am, same day and pose obviously, but listening to my IPOD that Roy compiled new songs for my labor. I am trying to meditate and focus on God and how He is in control. Right now I'm listening to, "Lifesong" by Casting Crowns.

Empty Hands held high

Such Small sacrifice

If not joined with my life

I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say

And the things I do

Make my lifesong sing

Bring a smile to you

Chorus: Let my lifesong sing to You

Let my lifesong sing to You

I want to sign your name

to the end of this day

Knowing that my heart was true

Let my lifesong sing to You

LORD, I give my life

A Living sacrifice

To reach a world in need

To be your hands and feet

So may the words I say

And the things I do

Make my lifesong sing

Bring a smile to You

Chorus

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Let my lifesong sing to You

Tomorrow is another doctor appointment. We shall see where I sit/stand after her exam. Until then - still pregnant, tired and excited to give birth to another son.