My daughter is getting on a plane today and flying across the world. I am so proud of her. She is stepping up and out and finding her strength in Jesus and I would not want it any other way!
I'll tell you right now... I miss my daughter. I can't help but have some fears but I am at peace with her trip and know she is in far better hands than my own. Yes, that says a lot coming from me. I trust her team leader but more importantly, I trust God. So, here I am. Wishing I was there to see her off. Here I sit, blogging when I have a HUGE final project that I have tons of ideas for but have yet to actually WRITE any of it. And yes, that stresses me out.
In fact, there is a high possibility that if you say ANYTHING or DO anything, I might cry. My emotions are that close to the surface and I hate showing vulnerability like that so, maybe you all should just avoid me today. And half of tomorrow.
I will tell you this, though, if tomorrow comes, and I haven't stabbed anyone, this meme speaks my mind:
And for my daughter and her team. They actually need them more than I do.
Oh, maybe pray for my family, too. They have to deal with me.
emotionally raw moma